So thanks a lot to you all that donated and you that didn't. You helping, were really less than 10 people, few but without you i could not get this far... from donations i got around 700 reais... at total i have spend over 5k reais into this oscilloscope and probe... i just did that because i succeeded into selling some old equipment i had here received also as kind of donation... (let me put in this way)
for i´m thankfull i will share some of what i promised only to who donate but will also share somethings here on public... so if you still want to donate you can do it because you want without pressure... sorry if i pushed... i needed to know who i can count with and
My lab thanks to luck and my hard work and your help now have
Laview cdaq monitoring the power input and frequencies...
20Mhz analog oscilloscope..
60Mhz digital oscilloscope
50Mhz 30kv diferential probe
40kv probe 1000/1
My hand made lathe and milling machine...
11 cell resonant cavity
vics
vics under oil
two variable power supplies heavy duty build by me
my pll circuit and fracture cell ckt working...
and many other stuff
if you want to help you can see that i do it for real but even if you help monetarelly or inspirationally i would prefere that you also do your research... don't left all in my hands

Thank you all Folks !!!!!